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Love is its head, and its two wings are hope and fear."<BR> Ibn al-Qayyim, Madârij al-Sâlikîn <BR> <BR> <BR> <BR> <BR> <BR> <BR> <BR> <BR> <BR> <BR> <BR> You may navigate by the buttons below. </center> </div> <div id="entry" style="visibility: hidden; overflow: auto; position: absolute; bottom: 0px; left: 0px; z-index:1 ;"> <div align=right> <div class="head">Friday, February 09, 2007</div> </font> 20:42 <div align=center> <h1>Getting to an end</h1><br> <p> <h3><div style="clear:both;"></div>Right now, i am so drained out. i've never felt this way in a while, fyp really takes a lot out of me. 4 months of proposals, deadlines, presentations, models were not easy though i feel things went in a breeze. honestly, this time round, i dun have that same semangat towards my project like i usually do.. for some reasons, i have this little voices inside telling me that i might not make it.<br /><br />as much as i want this to pass, this fear keeps creeping up. i am so scared. i've never felt scared like this for my project before. things are so ambiguous. that's the thing with design, when there's no right or wrong answer, things tend to get blurry and u dunno whether or not u r on the right track.<br /><br />i still have abt 5 days to final presentation and i still have 70% of work to get completed and that is sooo not good. n worse still, i'm alone on this, nobody else can do it for me, so finish or not, i only have myself to blame. Please Allah, ease my path with Your help, verily You are the only source of help I can depend on.<br /><br />I really want to get pass this and move on to the next phase of life. I am at the crossroads of life now and that gives me some spark of having to widen my perspectives in life through the different options available... But that only comes when FYP is over.<br /><br />Sigh, 2 weeks and that's it. 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